I’m trying real hard to forget you but damn....all that I got just a dizzy head all the time. I cant even barely think about the lessons at my school. Ain’t that so sad? Yes it’s extremely sad. I dont know where you are, I feel like you always here besides me even when you’re gone, shadows of you all around me, you’re really really gone from my sight. You don’t even showed up when your friends visit their old school. It’s like I’m being too forgotten since you got a new one, oh trying to replace me dont you? I know I know I am useless, a relationship without a conversation just like a car without a fuel. It won’t start, it wont even go, we can’t gas it cause there’s no fuel. Like if we don’t talk to each other, we can never move on. I’m buttered everytime, dude. I’m so sick of being buttered. But I just cant take my eyes off of you, yes the hardest thing in this 14 years I’ve had is this, forget the unforgettables, and one of them is you.
Are you in love with another? Does they feel the same to you? Well I guess that’s a tough compete, I cannot beat them all, im just a kid who still doesnt know certain places cool people go to hang out. But I still do, I still in love with you, till death seperate us, and now seasons are changing..summer to rainy season. I’m still in love with you. I know in the end of the day, I will always feel lonely, yes time surely fly fast.
“You’re such a loser man,
Sucker at love” I said to myslef.
Okay here I am, and fuck you if you can’t understand me. I’m uncool I admit it but, I start this feeling, I start this untalkative relationship nicely, didn’t I? Yes I surely did. Remember when we were in the exact same class during your 8th grade exam? Whoops you dont even recognize, do you. Hell yeah I was wrong. For now I’m sorry if my acts means hurting one’s heart. I know someday you will meet the right perfect brilliant person. Hmm, I wish I could be that person....(haha you wish). Thanks for your kind of attention. I really appreciate it.
